蛋蛋部落公众号平台,兼职日结

他们隔着手机语音“互撩”，一连串羞羞的事情开始发生，时不时蹦出几句“虎狼之词”：

“你是哪里人？” ，“我是你的心上人。”

“你知道我喜欢吃什么吗？” ，“我喜欢痴痴的望着你。”

“泡面需要5分钟，泡你需要多久？。”

小哥哥羞红的脸，以及变粉的视频页面，都像极了爱情。

尽管是油腻又尴尬的土味情话，但在小姐姐甜美的声音下，竟也好听又顺耳。

聊到最后，不仅小哥哥被撩到脱衣服，看视频的人也跟着一脸姨母笑，弹幕里也全部都是“我可以”、“两个人是爱情啊”……

那一天，我翻来覆去睡不着，打开手机已经是凌晨1点10分。收到一条空空语音的消息：”睡不着嘛，我可以讲故事哄你睡觉喔。“

原来是一位小姐姐向我打招呼，既然已经失眠了，索性下单向她发起了语音连麦，让她哄我睡觉。

这算是我们第一次认识，初次连麦的她略带腼腆，但听着令人安心的声音，很快就有了睡意。

没有过多的社交的我，在那之后不管我是否失眠，在无聊的夜晚我总是会在空空语音上找她，她也就每天陪我语音聊天，哄我入睡，渐渐才发现这是个慢热的小姐姐。

我们的交流开始不局限于哄睡，我们开始互相走进对方的生活，白天一起打游戏，晚上连麦语音，这样的关系持续了一个月。

短时期的亲密聊天让我们之间的关系发生了些微妙的变化，她会问：今天有没有想我啊，我想你了哦这些类似的话。

说不心动，是不可能的。

渐渐地我开始不满足于此，我想让这场虚拟的恋爱成真。

一天晚上和她照常连麦时，她突然问道：“我们现在是什么关系？”。

“我希望是男女朋友关系。”，我毫不犹豫地回答，但其实内心慌乱的一批。

结果就是，那天是我们正式在一起的第一天，我们在空空语音上组成了cp，今天已经是我们在一起的第37天了。

两个人互相喜欢是如此的幸运，我们一起打游戏，一起连麦睡觉。

但最重要的是我们都希望有那么一个人可以认真倾听自己的诉说和宣泄，安慰自己，哄哄自己。

有人陪伴的感觉真好啊~

咱们上次讲到了:

Afterrepeatingthis,Edmundwassomuchaffected78thatFanny,watchinghimwithsilent,butmosttenderconcern,wasalmostsorrythatthesubjecthadbeenenteredonatall.Itwaslongbeforehecouldspeakagain.Atlast,"Now,Fanny,"saidhe,"Ishallsoonhavedone.Ihavetoldyouthesubstanceofallthatshesaid.AssoonasIcouldspeak,IrepliedthatIhadnotsupposeditpossible,cominginsuchastateofmindintothathouseasIhaddone,thatanythingcouldoccurtomakemesuffermore,butthatshehadbeeninflicting79deeperwoundsinalmosteverysentence.ThatthoughIhad,inthecourseofouracquaintance,beenoftensensibleofsomedifferenceinouropinions,onpoints,too,ofsomemoment,ithadnotenteredmyimaginationtoconceivethedifferencecouldbesuchasshehadnowprovedit.Thatthemannerinwhichshetreatedthedreadfulcrimecommittedbyherbrotherandmysister(withwhomlaythegreaterseductionIpretendednottosay),butthemannerinwhichshespokeofthecrimeitself,givingiteveryreproachbuttheright;consideringitsillconsequencesonlyastheyweretobebravedoroverbornebyadefiance80ofdecency81andimpudence82inwrong;andlastofall,andaboveall,recommendingtousacompliance83,acompromise,anacquiescence84inthecontinuanceofthesin,onthechanceofamarriagewhich,thinkingasInowthoughtofherbrother,shouldratherbepreventedthansought;allthistogethermostgrievouslyconvincedmethatIhadneverunderstoodherbefore,andthat,asfarasrelatedtomind,ithadbeenthecreatureofmyownimagination,notMissCrawford,thatIhadbeentooapttodwellonformanymonthspast.That,perhaps,itwasbestforme;Ihadlesstoregretinsacrificingafriendship,feelings,hopeswhichmust,atanyrate,havebeentornfrommenow.Andyet,thatImustandwouldconfessthat,couldIhaverestoredhertowhatshehadappearedtomebefore,Iwouldinfinitely85preferanyincreaseofthepainofparting,forthesakeofcarryingwithmetherightoftendernessandesteem86.ThisiswhatIsaid,thepurport87ofit;but,asyoumayimagine,notspokensocollectedlyormethodicallyasIhaverepeatedittoyou.Shewasastonished,exceedinglyastonished--morethanastonished.Isawherchangecountenance88.Sheturnedextremelyred.IimaginedIsawamixtureofmanyfeelings:agreat,thoughshortstruggle;halfawishofyieldingtotruths,halfasenseofshame,buthabit,habitcarriedit.Shewouldhavelaughedifshecould.Itwasasortoflaugh,assheanswered,'Aprettygoodlecture,uponmyword.Wasitpartofyourlastsermon?AtthisrateyouwillsoonreformeverybodyatMansfieldandThorntonLacey;andwhenIhearofyounext,itmaybeasacelebrated89preacherinsomegreatsocietyofMethodists,orasamissionary90intoforeignparts.'Shetriedtospeakcarelessly,butshewasnotsocarelessasshewantedtoappear.Ionlysaidinreply,thatfrommyheartIwishedherwell,andearnestlyhopedthatshemightsoonlearntothinkmorejustly,andnotowethemostvaluableknowledgewecouldanyofusacquire,theknowledgeofourselvesandofourduty,tothelessonsofaffliction,andimmediatelylefttheroom.Ihadgoneafewsteps,Fanny,whenIheardthedooropenbehindme.'Mr.Bertram,'saidshe.Ilookedback.'Mr.Bertram,'saidshe,withasmile;butitwasasmileill-suitedtotheconversationthathadpassed,asaucy91playfulsmile,seemingtoinviteinordertosubdue92me;atleastitappearedsotome.Iresisted;itwastheimpulseofthemomenttoresist,andstillwalkedon.Ihavesince,sometimes,foramoment,regrettedthatIdidnotgoback,butIknowIwasright,andsuchhasbeentheendofouracquaintance.Andwhatanacquaintancehasitbeen!HowhaveIbeendeceived!Equallyinbrotherandsisterdeceived!Ithankyouforyourpatience,Fanny.Thishasbeenthegreatestrelief,andnowwewillhavedone."AndsuchwasFanny'sdependence93onhiswords,thatforfiveminutesshethoughttheyhaddone.Then,however,itallcameonagain,orsomethingverylikeit,andnothinglessthanLadyBertram'srousingthoroughly94upcouldreallyclosesuchaconversation.Tillthathappened,theycontinuedtotalkofMissCrawfordalone,andhowshehadattachedhim,andhowdelightful95naturehadmadeher,andhowexcellentshewouldhavebeen,hadshefallenintogoodhandsearlier.Fanny,nowatlibertytospeakopenly,feltmorethanjustifiedinaddingtohisknowledgeofherrealcharacter,bysomehintofwhatsharehisbrother'sstateofhealthmightbesupposedtohaveinherwishforacompletereconciliation96.Thiswasnotanagreeableintimation.Natureresisteditforawhile.Itwouldhavebeenavastdealpleasantertohavehadhermoredisinterested97inherattachment;buthisvanitywasnotofastrengthtofightlongagainstreason.HesubmittedtobelievethatTom'sillnesshadinfluencedher,onlyreservingforhimselfthisconsolingthought,thatconsideringthemanycounteractionsofopposinghabits,shehadcertainlybeenmoreattachedtohimthancouldhavebeenexpected,andforhissakebeenmoreneardoingright.Fannythoughtexactlythesame;andtheywerealsoquiteagreedintheiropinionofthelasting98effect,theindelibleimpression,whichsuchadisappointmentmustmakeonhismind.Timewouldundoubtedlyabate99somewhatofhissufferings,butstillitwasasortofthingwhichhenevercouldgetentirelythebetterof;andastohisevermeetingwithanyotherwomanwhocould--itwastooimpossibletobenamedbutwithindignation.Fanny'sfriendshipwasallthathehadtoclingto.Ithadbeenamiserable1party,eachofthethreebelievingthemselvesmostmiserable.Mrs.Norris,however,asmostattachedtoMaria,wasreallythegreatestsufferer.Mariawasherfirstfavourite,thedearestofall;thematchhadbeenherowncontriving2,asshehadbeenwont3withsuchprideofhearttofeelandsay,andthisconclusionofitalmostoverpoweredher.Shewasanalteredcreature,quieted,stupefied,indifferenttoeverythingthatpassed.Thebeingleftwithhersisterandnephew,andallthehouseunderhercare,hadbeenanadvantageentirely4thrownaway;shehadbeenunabletodirectordictate5,orevenfancyherselfuseful.Whenreallytouchedbyaffliction,heractivepowershadbeenallbenumbed;andneitherLadyBertramnorTomhadreceivedfromherthesmallestsupportorattemptatsupport.Shehaddonenomoreforthemthantheyhaddoneforeachother.Theyhadbeenallsolitary6,helpless,andforlornalike;andnowthearrivaloftheothersonlyestablishedhersuperiorityinwretchedness.Hercompanionswererelieved,buttherewasnogoodforher.EdmundwasalmostaswelcometohisbrotherasFannytoheraunt;butMrs.Norris,insteadofhavingcomfortfromeither,wasbutthemoreirritatedbythesightofthepersonwhom,intheblindnessofheranger,shecouldhavechargedasthedaemonofthepiece.HadFannyacceptedMr.Crawfordthiscouldnothavehappened.Susantoowasagrievance7.Shehadnotspiritstonoticeherinmorethanafewrepulsive8looks,butshefeltherasaspy,andanintruder,andanindigent9niece,andeverythingmostodious10.Byherotheraunt,Susanwasreceivedwithquietkindness.LadyBertramcouldnotgivehermuchtime,ormanywords,butshefelther,asFanny'ssister,tohaveaclaimatMansfield,andwasreadytokissandlikeher;andSusanwasmorethansatisfied,forshecameperfectly11awarethatnothingbutill-humourwastobeexpectedfromauntNorris;andwassoprovidedwithhappiness,sostronginthatbestofblessings12,anescapefrommanycertainevils,thatshecouldhavestoodagainstagreatdealmoreindifference13thanshemetwithfromtheothers.Shewasnowleftagooddealtoherself,togetacquaintedwiththehouseandgroundsasshecould,andspentherdaysveryhappilyinsodoing,whilethosewhomightotherwisehaveattendedtoherwereshutup,orwhollyoccupiedeachwiththepersonquitedependentonthem,atthistime,foreverythinglikecomfort;Edmundtryingtoburyhisownfeelingsinexertions14forthereliefofhisbrother's,andFannydevoted15toherauntBertram,returningtoeveryformerofficewithmorethanformerzeal16,andthinkingshecouldneverdoenoughforonewhoseemedsomuchtowanther.TotalkoverthedreadfulbusinesswithFanny,talkandlament17,wasallLadyBertram'sconsolation18.Tobelistenedtoandbornewith,andhearthevoiceofkindnessandsympathyinreturn,waseverythingthatcouldbedoneforher.Tobeotherwisecomfortedwasoutofthequestion.Thecaseadmittedofnocomfort.LadyBertramdidnotthinkdeeply,but,guidedbySirThomas,shethoughtjustlyonallimportantpoints;andshesaw,therefore,inallitsenormity,whathadhappened,andneitherendeavouredherself,norrequiredFannytoadviseher,tothinklittleofguilt19andinfamy20.Heraffectionswerenotacute,norwashermindtenacious21.Afteratime,Fannyfounditnotimpossibletodirectherthoughtstoothersubjects,andrevivesomeinterestintheusualoccupations;butwheneverLadyBertramwasfixed22ontheevent,shecouldseeitonlyinonelight,ascomprehendingthelossofadaughter,andadisgracenevertobewipedoff.Fannylearntfromheralltheparticularswhichhadyettranspired23.Herauntwasnoverymethodicalnarrator,butwiththehelpofsomeletterstoandfromSirThomas,andwhatshealreadyknewherself,andcouldreasonablycombine,shewassoonabletounderstandquiteasmuchasshewishedofthecircumstancesattendingthestory.Mrs.Rushworthhadgone,fortheEasterholidays,toTwickenham,withafamilywhomshehadjustgrownintimatewith:afamilyoflively,agreeablemanners,andprobablyofmoralsanddiscretion24tosuit,fortotheirhouseMr.Crawfordhadconstantaccessatalltimes.HishavingbeeninthesameneighbourhoodFannyalreadyknew.Mr.RushworthhadbeengoneatthistimetoBath,topassafewdayswithhismother,andbringherbacktotown,andMariawaswiththesefriendswithoutanyrestraint,withoutevenJulia;forJuliahadremovedfromWimpoleStreettwoorthreeweeksbefore,onavisittosomerelationsofSirThomas;aremovalwhichherfatherandmotherwerenowdisposedtoattributetosomeviewofconvenienceonMr.Yates'saccount.VerysoonaftertheRushworths'returntoWimpoleStreet,SirThomashadreceivedaletterfromanoldandmostparticularfriendinLondon,whohearingandwitnessingagooddealtoalarmhiminthatquarter,wrotetorecommendSirThomas'scomingtoLondonhimself,andusinghisinfluencewithhisdaughtertoputanendtotheintimacy25whichwasalreadyexposinghertounpleasantremarks,andevidentlymakingMr.Rushworthuneasy.SirThomaswaspreparingtoactuponthisletter,withoutcommunicatingitscontentstoanycreatureatMansfield,whenitwasfollowedbyanother,sentexpressfromthesamefriend,tobreaktohimthealmostdesperatesituationinwhichaffairsthenstoodwiththeyoungpeople.Mrs.Rushworthhadleftherhusband'shouse:Mr.Rushworthhadbeeningreatangeranddistress26tohim(Mr.Harding)forhisadvice;Mr.Hardingfearedtherehadbeenatleastveryflagrantindiscretion.ThemaidservantofMrs.Rushworth,senior,threatenedalarmingly.Hewasdoingallinhispowertoquieteverything,withthehopeofMrs.Rushworth'sreturn,butwassomuchcounteracted28inWimpoleStreetbytheinfluenceofMr.Rushworth'smother,thattheworstconsequencesmightbeapprehended29.

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