最右干饭人苹果充值入口
发布于 2021-09-06 05:50
我想认识你 从声音开始
他们隔着手机语音“互撩”,一连串羞羞的事情开始发生,时不时蹦出几句“虎狼之词”:
“你是哪里人?” ,“我是你的心上人。”
“你知道我喜欢吃什么吗?” ,“我喜欢痴痴的望着你。”
“泡面需要5分钟,泡你需要多久?。”
小哥哥羞红的脸,以及变粉的视频页面,都像极了爱情。
尽管是油腻又尴尬的土味情话,但在小姐姐甜美的声音下,竟也好听又顺耳。
聊到最后,不仅小哥哥被撩到脱衣服,看视频的人也跟着一脸姨母笑,弹幕里也全部都是“我可以”、“两个人是爱情啊”……
那一天,我翻来覆去睡不着,打开手机已经是凌晨1点10分。收到一条空空语音的消息:”睡不着嘛,我可以讲故事哄你睡觉喔。“
原来是一位小姐姐向我打招呼,既然已经失眠了,索性下单向她发起了语音连麦,让她哄我睡觉。
这算是我们第一次认识,初次连麦的她略带腼腆,但听着令人安心的声音,很快就有了睡意。
没有过多的社交的我,在那之后不管我是否失眠,在无聊的夜晚我总是会在空空语音上找她,她也就每天陪我语音聊天,哄我入睡,渐渐才发现这是个慢热的小姐姐。
我们的交流开始不局限于哄睡,我们开始互相走进对方的生活,白天一起打游戏,晚上连麦语音,这样的关系持续了一个月。
短时期的亲密聊天让我们之间的关系发生了些微妙的变化,她会问:今天有没有想我啊,我想你了哦这些类似的话。
说不心动,是不可能的。
渐渐地我开始不满足于此,我想让这场虚拟的恋爱成真。
一天晚上和她照常连麦时,她突然问道:“我们现在是什么关系?”。
“我希望是男女朋友关系。”,我毫不犹豫地回答,但其实内心慌乱的一批。
结果就是,那天是我们正式在一起的第一天,我们在空空语音上组成了cp,今天已经是我们在一起的第37天了。
两个人互相喜欢是如此的幸运,我们一起打游戏,一起连麦睡觉。
但最重要的是我们都希望有那么一个人可以认真倾听自己的诉说和宣泄,安慰自己,哄哄自己。
有人陪伴的感觉真好啊~
咱们上次讲到了:
"Five-and-twentyminutes.Well,shewentontosaythatwhatremainednowtobedonewastobringaboutamarriagebetweenthem.Shespokeofit,Fanny,withasteadiervoicethanIcan."Hewasobligedtopausemorethanonceashecontinued."'WemustpersuadeHenrytomarryher,'saidshe;'andwhatwithhonour,andthecertaintyofhavingshuthimselfoutforeverfromFanny,Idonotdespairofit.Fannyhemustgiveup.Idonotthinkthatevenhecouldnowhopetosucceedwithoneofherstamp,andthereforeIhopewemayfindnoinsuperabledifficulty.Myinfluence,whichisnotsmallshallallgothatway;andwhenoncemarried,andproperlysupportedbyherownfamily,peopleofrespectabilityastheyare,shemayrecoverherfootinginsocietytoacertaindegree.Insomecircles,weknow,shewouldneverbeadmitted,butwithgooddinners,andlargeparties,therewillalwaysbethosewhowillbegladofheracquaintance;andthereis,undoubtedly75,moreliberalityandcandouronthosepointsthanformerly76.WhatIadviseis,thatyourfatherbequiet.Donotlethiminjurehisowncausebyinterference.Persuadehimtoletthingstaketheircourse.Ifbyanyofficiousexertionsofhis,sheisinducedtoleaveHenry'sprotection,therewillbemuchlesschanceofhismarryingherthanifsheremainwithhim.Iknowhowheislikelytobeinfluenced.LetSirThomastrusttohishonourandcompassion77,anditmayallendwell;butifhegethisdaughteraway,itwillbedestroyingthechiefhold.'"Afterrepeatingthis,Edmundwassomuchaffected78thatFanny,watchinghimwithsilent,butmosttenderconcern,wasalmostsorrythatthesubjecthadbeenenteredonatall.Itwaslongbeforehecouldspeakagain.Atlast,"Now,Fanny,"saidhe,"Ishallsoonhavedone.Ihavetoldyouthesubstanceofallthatshesaid.AssoonasIcouldspeak,IrepliedthatIhadnotsupposeditpossible,cominginsuchastateofmindintothathouseasIhaddone,thatanythingcouldoccurtomakemesuffermore,butthatshehadbeeninflicting79deeperwoundsinalmosteverysentence.ThatthoughIhad,inthecourseofouracquaintance,beenoftensensibleofsomedifferenceinouropinions,onpoints,too,ofsomemoment,ithadnotenteredmyimaginationtoconceivethedifferencecouldbesuchasshehadnowprovedit.Thatthemannerinwhichshetreatedthedreadfulcrimecommittedbyherbrotherandmysister(withwhomlaythegreaterseductionIpretendednottosay),butthemannerinwhichshespokeofthecrimeitself,givingiteveryreproachbuttheright;consideringitsillconsequencesonlyastheyweretobebravedoroverbornebyadefiance80ofdecency81andimpudence82inwrong;andlastofall,andaboveall,recommendingtousacompliance83,acompromise,anacquiescence84inthecontinuanceofthesin,onthechanceofamarriagewhich,thinkingasInowthoughtofherbrother,shouldratherbepreventedthansought;allthistogethermostgrievouslyconvincedmethatIhadneverunderstoodherbefore,andthat,asfarasrelatedtomind,ithadbeenthecreatureofmyownimagination,notMissCrawford,thatIhadbeentooapttodwellonformanymonthspast.That,perhaps,itwasbestforme;Ihadlesstoregretinsacrificingafriendship,feelings,hopeswhichmust,atanyrate,havebeentornfrommenow.Andyet,thatImustandwouldconfessthat,couldIhaverestoredhertowhatshehadappearedtomebefore,Iwouldinfinitely85preferanyincreaseofthepainofparting,forthesakeofcarryingwithmetherightoftendernessandesteem86.ThisiswhatIsaid,thepurport87ofit;but,asyoumayimagine,notspokensocollectedlyormethodicallyasIhaverepeatedittoyou.Shewasastonished,exceedinglyastonished--morethanastonished.Isawherchangecountenance88.Sheturnedextremelyred.IimaginedIsawamixtureofmanyfeelings:agreat,thoughshortstruggle;halfawishofyieldingtotruths,halfasenseofshame,buthabit,habitcarriedit.Shewouldhavelaughedifshecould.Itwasasortoflaugh,assheanswered,'Aprettygoodlecture,uponmyword.Wasitpartofyourlastsermon?AtthisrateyouwillsoonreformeverybodyatMansfieldandThorntonLacey;andwhenIhearofyounext,itmaybeasacelebrated89preacherinsomegreatsocietyofMethodists,orasamissionary90intoforeignparts.'Shetriedtospeakcarelessly,butshewasnotsocarelessasshewantedtoappear.Ionlysaidinreply,thatfrommyheartIwishedherwell,andearnestlyhopedthatshemightsoonlearntothinkmorejustly,andnotowethemostvaluableknowledgewecouldanyofusacquire,theknowledgeofourselvesandofourduty,tothelessonsofaffliction,andimmediatelylefttheroom.Ihadgoneafewsteps,Fanny,whenIheardthedooropenbehindme.'Mr.Bertram,'saidshe.Ilookedback.'Mr.Bertram,'saidshe,withasmile;butitwasasmileill-suitedtotheconversationthathadpassed,asaucy91playfulsmile,seemingtoinviteinordertosubdue92me;atleastitappearedsotome.Iresisted;itwastheimpulseofthemomenttoresist,andstillwalkedon.Ihavesince,sometimes,foramoment,regrettedthatIdidnotgoback,butIknowIwasright,andsuchhasbeentheendofouracquaintance.Andwhatanacquaintancehasitbeen!HowhaveIbeendeceived!Equallyinbrotherandsisterdeceived!Ithankyouforyourpatience,Fanny.Thishasbeenthegreatestrelief,andnowwewillhavedone."AndsuchwasFanny'sdependence93onhiswords,thatforfiveminutesshethoughttheyhaddone.Then,however,itallcameonagain,orsomethingverylikeit,andnothinglessthanLadyBertram'srousingthoroughly94upcouldreallyclosesuchaconversation.Tillthathappened,theycontinuedtotalkofMissCrawfordalone,andhowshehadattachedhim,andhowdelightful95naturehadmadeher,andhowexcellentshewouldhavebeen,hadshefallenintogoodhandsearlier.Fanny,nowatlibertytospeakopenly,feltmorethanjustifiedinaddingtohisknowledgeofherrealcharacter,bysomehintofwhatsharehisbrother'sstateofhealthmightbesupposedtohaveinherwishforacompletereconciliation96.Thiswasnotanagreeableintimation.Natureresisteditforawhile.Itwouldhavebeenavastdealpleasantertohavehadhermoredisinterested97inherattachment;buthisvanitywasnotofastrengthtofightlongagainstreason.HesubmittedtobelievethatTom'sillnesshadinfluencedher,onlyreservingforhimselfthisconsolingthought,thatconsideringthemanycounteractionsofopposinghabits,shehadcertainlybeenmoreattachedtohimthancouldhavebeenexpected,andforhissakebeenmoreneardoingright.Fannythoughtexactlythesame;andtheywerealsoquiteagreedintheiropinionofthelasting98effect,theindelibleimpression,whichsuchadisappointmentmustmakeonhismind.Timewouldundoubtedlyabate99somewhatofhissufferings,butstillitwasasortofthingwhichhenevercouldgetentirelythebetterof;andastohisevermeetingwithanyotherwomanwhocould--itwastooimpossibletobenamedbutwithindignation.Fanny'sfriendshipwasallthathehadtoclingto.Ithadbeenamiserable1party,eachofthethreebelievingthemselvesmostmiserable.Mrs.Norris,however,asmostattachedtoMaria,wasreallythegreatestsufferer.Mariawasherfirstfavourite,thedearestofall;thematchhadbeenherowncontriving2,asshehadbeenwont3withsuchprideofhearttofeelandsay,andthisconclusionofitalmostoverpoweredher.Shewasanalteredcreature,quieted,stupefied,indifferenttoeverythingthatpassed.Thebeingleftwithhersisterandnephew,andallthehouseunderhercare,hadbeenanadvantageentirely4thrownaway;shehadbeenunabletodirectordictate5,orevenfancyherselfuseful.Whenreallytouchedbyaffliction,heractivepowershadbeenallbenumbed;andneitherLadyBertramnorTomhadreceivedfromherthesmallestsupportorattemptatsupport.Shehaddonenomoreforthemthantheyhaddoneforeachother.Theyhadbeenallsolitary6,helpless,andforlornalike;andnowthearrivaloftheothersonlyestablishedhersuperiorityinwretchedness.Hercompanionswererelieved,buttherewasnogoodforher.EdmundwasalmostaswelcometohisbrotherasFannytoheraunt;butMrs.Norris,insteadofhavingcomfortfromeither,wasbutthemoreirritatedbythesightofthepersonwhom,intheblindnessofheranger,shecouldhavechargedasthedaemonofthepiece.HadFannyacceptedMr.Crawfordthiscouldnothavehappened.Susantoowasagrievance7.Shehadnotspiritstonoticeherinmorethanafewrepulsive8looks,butshefeltherasaspy,andanintruder,andanindigent9niece,andeverythingmostodious10.Byherotheraunt,Susanwasreceivedwithquietkindness.LadyBertramcouldnotgivehermuchtime,ormanywords,butshefelther,asFanny'ssister,tohaveaclaimatMansfield,andwasreadytokissandlikeher;andSusanwasmorethansatisfied,forshecameperfectly11awarethatnothingbutill-humourwastobeexpectedfromauntNorris;andwassoprovidedwithhappiness,sostronginthatbestofblessings12,anescapefrommanycertainevils,thatshecouldhavestoodagainstagreatdealmoreindifference13thanshemetwithfromtheothers.Shewasnowleftagooddealtoherself,togetacquaintedwiththehouseandgroundsasshecould,andspentherdaysveryhappilyinsodoing,whilethosewhomightotherwisehaveattendedtoherwereshutup,orwhollyoccupiedeachwiththepersonquitedependentonthem,atthistime,foreverythinglikecomfort;Edmundtryingtoburyhisownfeelingsinexertions14forthereliefofhisbrother's,andFannydevoted15toherauntBertram,returningtoeveryformerofficewithmorethanformerzeal16,andthinkingshecouldneverdoenoughforonewhoseemedsomuchtowanther.TotalkoverthedreadfulbusinesswithFanny,talkandlament17,wasallLadyBertram'sconsolation18.Tobelistenedtoandbornewith,andhearthevoiceofkindnessandsympathyinreturn,waseverythingthatcouldbedoneforher.Tobeotherwisecomfortedwasoutofthequestion.Thecaseadmittedofnocomfort.LadyBertramdidnotthinkdeeply,but,guidedbySirThomas,shethoughtjustlyonallimportantpoints;andshesaw,therefore,inallitsenormity,whathadhappened,andneitherendeavouredherself,norrequiredFannytoadviseher,tothinklittleofguilt19andinfamy20.
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